just not the ordinary

firslty.. thanks to the SUYEN for inviting..had a great time haha

lol was MIA for quite some time

i woke up in the morning
and had to change
coz im supposed to be out in 10 minutes
having breakfast with my yeepoh and mom and more..
we went to kuchai lama

after that
we went back then headed to leisure
i watched both TSUNAMI and WHERE GOT GHOST
we actually both the tickets for Tsunami first but both mom and bro dint want to watch that
so i had to find my friend to "kang" the ticket
it was 3pm already and weekeat hasn't reach yet *wanna kena whack?*
luckily i spotted wenyi so she teman'ed me and i waited for weekeat and whoever he brought with
when he reached the persons he brought along were cheehong and wei bok
seriously he somemore told me that i dont know them
gee~

the movie was funny. sad. and scary (not the ghost type)

i prevented myself from cryin if not sure weekeat gonna laugh at me
and i succeeded
btw thanks for coming and help me "kang" the ticket la

i met up with my mom and bro
at 5.15 i went in to the cinema again
for Where got Ghost
same hall as the first movie
this is a comedy/horror flick
yeh its funny but i dint really like that it was 3 stories and not one

i bought quite somethings
shyt la~ everytime i go out with mom sure spend money

at night
linjie asked me bout how im going to his place this saturday
and i wasnt sure
i told him i was going out with friends
and he asked who
so i said he wouldnt know
coz indeed he did not know who are Jo & Jel kan?
den i received a call
from kien siong
he asked me who it were and asked why kenot tell
i said yinying and jel la...
he knew them..somemore say JO stay neat linjie's place (but its not ze truth kay)
but the thing is i knew that linjie dint know la
SWT so i called Jo asked her where she stayed
den i called linG and told him
he dint even know where it was
so i asked my mom she say she know where
and Linjie suddenly ask me to pass the phone to my mom and so i did
my mom explained as of where it was
in the end
KS asked me why i passed the phone to my mom
den i said linG asked to
...........

PS: while you were on the phone with me KS...my mom thought it was someone drunk talking.....=P

LOL
seriously i have no idea why i can tahan so long
im supposed to be asleep now
but im still blogging
gee
tomorrow is gonna be another boring holiday i guess

i watched G-FORCE again on sunday
with my cousies
super duper boring but still funny
i still laughed and got the same feeling at certain parts of the shows
and funny thing is
i watched the same movie 2 days ago
with mei chien n hui shi

but still i wanted to watch
"where got ghost"

eeish~
i bumped into wai how and his family...
yes not to mention vincent lee...his brother LOL

i recommend to watch G-FORCE but
NEVER watch it twice
NEVER .....unless u really takde thing do...

well its late ..i mean early..

have to head to the bed now...

good night.../morning

another version of the article
i think this one is better but it contains the same meaning
the other version was somehow a shortened one~ (i guess)

I am a parent of someone that is close to Jaebeom's age. Watching what has been happening these past few days, I have built up some confidence to say a few words.
I have been business partners with Jaebeom's dad in Seattle and am a Korean-America who has been living here for 30 years. I have known Jaebeom since he was a little kid and have watched him grow throughout the years. Also my kids have been going to school with him since pre-school and so they are quite close. Thus, I think I know a lot about Jaebeom's family.

Jaebeom's house in Seattle is near a beach called Edmonds and is in a prospective middle-class neighborhood. This house has been built for 40 years, but Jaebeom has lived here ever since he was born for over 20 years.

In the parking lot aren't BMW's and Lexus's, but rather there are cars that are about 5-10 years old. Just recently they just leased a car from Hyundai Dealershop for an Elantra, but after Jaebeom's situation, they had to return it.

In their house is a 37-inch Sony TV that has been there for 10 years. All the computers in their house are very old and about to break, and the best computer they have is a notebook that a fan had bought for Jaebeom.

The reason i am telling you all this is because I wanted to show you how Jaebeom's family life style is not fake nor ostentatious, but rather humble and normal for a middle-class family.

After Jaebeom came back from Korea, about 2 days later Jaebeom's dad told Jaebeom that he should study music and went out and sweating from the weight of the item, bought and brought into the house a 15 year old electric Yamaha piano that was $300 just for Jaebeom.
Without any complaint, Jaebeom took and practiced with that piano,a nd thinking of how I bought my son a Roland piano for $5000 made me so embarassed.
On Friday night Jaebeom's dad and I got together to drink some beer and talk until 3AM, and all of a sudden tears dropped from his eyes and he began to share. He felt so bad for Jaebeom.

For the past 5 years, no one knows how much Jaebeom suffered from frustration and hard work, and so many times when he so much wanted to go back to Seattle, he always fixed his mindset and practiced for long hours, but now right as he gained so much popularity, he escaped to seattle in just 4 days, and that really breaks my heart.
Coming home from Korea, for those long hours on the plane, how much did he have to suffer and think in his mind?

In the beginning of August, I remember when Jaebeom came to Seattle for a quick visit. Because Jaebeom's immature younger brother was not listening to him, I remember what Jaebeom said to him.

"I want to go out and meet my friends like you and go out and have fun like you but do you know why I am going through all of this and working hard? Its because of you and our parents! Why can't you be more thoughtful of what you do!"

In the car I asked my daughter who is the same age as Jaebeom "Yuri! What does 'Korea is gay' mean?" "It means that Korea is stupid or annoying, we say it when we're tired or annoyed".

Even when my daughter and I fought when she went through her teenage years, she used the word 'hate' a lot. "Dad i hate you!" Just because she said that would i have to kick her out of the house?

During that time, I believe that Jaebeom did not understand the Korean culture, and had a hard time adjusting, while the people who translated what Jaebeom said on his myspace translated in a very wrong way because they don't know that that is just how teenagers speak in America.
I don't understand how what he wrote as a teenager has anything to do with betraying Korea in any way.

How can someone who really hated Korea work so hard for their family so they can live better lives?

Us Korean-American's do not see America as a place just for money. We think of America as a new start where we have more opportunities, while our hearts are still with Korea and we want Korea to thrive.

During the 2002 World Cup instead of watching it at home my friends and I went to a sports bar and watched it in order to spread interest in Korea and soccer. When Korea put in a goal we alls screamed for joy and the American people who had no interest in Korean soccer seemed interested.

Even during the WBC, instead of watching the Major League we urged the Americans to watch Korea's games and those poeple who have Nokia phones and not LG or Samsung, we went and talked to them on why they wouldn't use a good Korean phone.

Don't these little things show how much pride we have for Korea? Even more than the pride of those overseas, we feel like we have a lot of pride in our country. Because of what a teenager wrote 4 years ago, i don't think that it was right to accuse and point fingers at Jaebeom when he didn't mean anything like that, and cause him to be kicked out of Korea. That is not called having pride in our country.
Everyone, I urge you all to take a step back and think of what has happened in the past week, and also i urge you to have a big heart and embrace our young Korean-American who is trying so hard to live out his life and give him another chance.

I am not asking for you to put out a red carpet for him, but all I ask is for you to help Jaebeom not feel embarassed or guilty anymore, and instead helpp him think more comfortably and have a warm heart for him.

During these past few days when the netizens said biting remarks about Jaebeom, I want to say thank you to Boom for standing up for him and being brave. Boom still calls Jaebeom everyday to check up on how he is doing.

Right now, Jaebeoms parents are in panic mode, and do not pick up the phone if it not someone they know.

Jaebeom visited his old breakdancing studio when a black kid recognized him and put a camera up to his face and so he had to hurry up and just go home.

He hasn't even been able to go to the church he went to all his life because he's still embarassed and guilty and disappointed in himself, so he hasn't been going out anywhere and just been staying home.
Seeing all of this, i feel so bad for him and am heart broken.

Last saturday, my family and Jaebeom's family went to a friend's chinese restaurant in order to brighten everyones mood. Although he wasn't jumping for joy, being his first dinner outside since he came to Seattle, we had a good time and Jaebeom's mood got a little better and more comfortable.


I asked him "Jaebeom, do you wanna go back to Korea?"

"Yes..but I'm not sure."

credits to minsarang.allkpop.

the orginal article

http://news.joins.com/article/587/3778587.html?ctg=1503

ISplus : A sad recent news about 2PM Jaebeom has been revealed. Jaebeom’s father's best friend Byung hak Kim sent us the story of Jaebeom and Jaebeom’s family in a panic and also a letter asking Korean fans for their generosity on Jaebeom's incident. Kim also sent us Jaebeom’s picture from family gathering held on Sept 12th.

Kim used to be a business partner of Jaebum’s father, and is a neighbor who has watched Jaebeom since he was little. According to Kim, in these days, Jaebeom became to be very afraid of everything, so he avoids himself from leaving his house.

Recently, he stopped by at the b-boy dancing place, but when some guy recognized him and tried to take his picture, Jaebeom ran back home almost as if he was chased by something.

Lately, He tries to cheer himself up as Boom calls him everyday to make him feel better. Jaebeom’s father is also in panic, so he’s only accepting acquaintances’ phone calls. Every time he meets up with Kim, he drops his tear saying “ Poor Jaebeom”

Furthermore, Kim said “After Jay came back to Seattle, Jaebeom’s father bought 15 years old used electronic piano for his son to continue with his music making, and Jaebeom plays his piano without any complaints. All the computers at Jaebeom’s home are old, so they don’t work right"

He also explained Jaebeom’s family’s current economical status by saying “Jaebeom’s family had leased Hyundai Elantra, but after Jaebeom’s incident, they had to take it back”

Kim told one story happened during last August when Jaebeom came to Seattle for the vacation, which shows Jaebeom being a good son and hard working. At that time, Jaebeom told his little brother who was giving his parents a hard time " I want to meet my friend and hang out just like you do, but do you know why i'm working so hard, going through all the hardship and suffering? it's all for you and our parents. Why can't you think straight?"

Moreover, Kim stated that “I think it’s time for people to understand Jaebeom, and show generosity to Korean American man who is trying to work hard. I’m not saying you should lay red carpet for him. I’m asking you to care for Jaebeom to be not afraid of his motherland and feel the warmness”

Lastly, Kim ended his mail by introducing his last conversation with Jaebeom in recent family gathering.

“Jaebeom! Do you want to go back to Korea?”

“Yes.. but I don’t know.”

Credit : http://imafighterforjaypark.blogspot.com/ Kor - Eng by Kirstyn@2pm-online.com, Coordinator: Cassina@2pm-online.com


i actually saw the korean version of this but couldnt understand but thanks to imafighterforjaypark i finally understood it

to me the news of this was just so devastating
nowadays i cry a lot
but i wonder why
cause im actually crying because of an idol
did i take it too deep?
am i supposed to take a step back from
this Kworld of mine?
because it had already affected my emotions
my
heart feels deep pain
why? maybe i really did cross over to the Kworld too much that it's going to be hard for me to step back?
i should be studying my ass off because of the SPM exam but i'm not
nowadays i think i'm happy but sometimes i wonder am i really that happy? or was it just an act?

gee...i wonder how long this controversy would last
because i wonder how long can i withstand it
in the end
my hopes are still the same
hoping that jay will be back soon
and hoping that he'll be like himself again

to everyone out there who's reading
especially to all the HOTTESTs out there

please help bring jaebeom back by signing these few petitions..

for the international site

http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/supportleaderjaypark#signpetition

for the korean site
http://twar.kukinews.com/tbattle/view.php?...s_cmt=2#cmt_top


help spread the word....

Jaebeom's farewell message (translated from Korean) reads:

Hello, I'm 2PM's Jaebeom.

I'm sorry for giving you my last greeting through this letter. I think it will be hard for me to see you all on stage because of my sorry heart.

I'm really sorry to everyone, and I'm even more sorry to the fans who have shown me love.

From today, I will leave 2PM.

2PM boys, I'm really sorry to the boys and I'm sorry I couldn't be strong as a leader and a hyung and have to leave like this.

However, I hope you will be more cool and charming.

Again, I'm sorry.

Jaebeom

i found out about this just this morning
as most of you know *for those who don't know* i'm actually having my SPM trials now

i actually decided to not be online till after the trials end
but upon hearing this from a guy fren of mine *thanks LK for letting me know* i've broke the decision i made and im online now

apparently doing all i can to support my dearest 2PM leadja

PARK JAE BEOM

i guess now you're with your family
i know some words people say may hurt you a lot
but bear in mind
mistakes are what humans make
no one in this world is perfect
teachers make mistakes
I make my own mistakes
everyone is forgiven
it will take time
be strong
stay strong
you're the one and only PARK JAEBEOM of 2PM

2PM isnt 2PM without you
stay true
i feel your pains and sorrows
my friends do too
i'll always be by yourside no matter what
even if the sky falls